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virtue in vitro
02:51
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One day, they’ll see me
From my own eyes, with science
Recording my moments
My ego’s components
My children, their children,
Will actually see me
Engaged with all my being
Feeling what I’m feeling
(Inevitable technology! )
No child will ever blame their mother
When they play the world
From within each other
Life in all light, even facebound screens,
Please, my loves, my everything,
forgive me.
Will they remember what I barely remember?
My traumas, my bummers
My love in endless summers
My children, please listen,
Like magic, forgive me
For my colors, my weather
We will see it together…
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2. |
empty halls
03:36
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I can’t breath!
I’ve almost drowned 3 times so far, luckily I lived,
Livid life guard threw a loop, I couldn’t paddle anymore
Sunburn (pink skin)
I didn’t learn (scream again)
I would trust her, she would trust me too.
Slow burn, my turn
I can’t see!
I’ve almost jumped 3 times so far, luckily I knew,
That my new friend had a phone, I couldn’t take it anymore
Slow burn (bad faith)
My turn (better way)
I would trust her, she would trust me too.
See it clear!
I can’t hear!
I’ve almost screamed 3 times so far, luckily I can’t,
You wouldn’t hear it anyway, I can’t miss you anymore
Abandoned here (did they forget me?)
See it clear (the halls are empty)
I would trust her, she would trust me too, but I know that won’t come true.
I would love her, she would love me too…
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rest assured
02:48
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Mother I love you, but I’m still hungry,
What will we eat today?
Will you be happy when I drift outward?
Someone or somewhere away?
Rest assured; I used to eat my words, but I don’t need to anymore.
Father, I miss you, why are you angry?
How will you breathe today?
Will you be angry when I become you?
Work up the strength to stay.
Rest assured; I used to hate being home, but I don’t need to anymore.
Mother, I love you, but I’m still anxious,
Where will you be today?
Will you forgive me when I ignore you?
I’ll regret every day.
Rest assured; I used to hurt myself, but I don’t need to anymore.
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easy laugh
02:25
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I swear, I didn’t mean to laugh back there.
What are we going to do?
Will I ever get sick of you?
You’re calm, consistent, pain resistant,
Know I miss you when you go missin
I swear, I didn’t mean to laugh back there.
It was an awkward moment in an awesome day
You called me out, but I went all the way
Take an awkward laugh for an easy smile
On your easy lips, why don’t we stay awhile?
What do you intend to do?
Will I ever get through to you?
Practiced patience makes good relations
But I lose myself in hesitation
I swear, I didn’t mean to laugh back there.
You’re a firecracker in my spiderweb
You’re the morning sun on my unkempt bed
I’ve an awkward laugh, you’ve an easy smile,
When our lips part ways, will you stay awhile?
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5. |
tryptamine
01:55
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I feel fantastically masculine
Mescaline murmurs
A shiver, or shimmer, or stammer with fervor
A blotter so thoughtful
A line unremembered
All actors, refractions,
Distractions, distractions…
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jeremy's bike
01:42
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7. |
key player
02:46
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Key player, soothsayer boy
Lead us to a better place
Key player, safe word boy
Lead us to a better place
Better be better, better be broad
Better be someone we learn to applaud
Better be better, better be best
Better give everything other than rest
Key player, soothsayer boy
Lead us to a better place
Key player, safe word boy,
Lead us to a better place
Better be better (key player)
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gifts
03:04
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Forgive yourself
Be happy with what you have earned for yourself
Gifts
Be warm with yourself
Don’t be bored with yourself
Gifts
I’m scared of falling
I am one with death
Hold me close
There’s something left
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blanket statement
01:56
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I’m not sure how to wash my mattress
Blood and sweat in bleached out patches
Smoking on, she kept half-joking
Chirping, coughing, careful choking
Spilled my coffee on the sheets
She told me things I can’t repeat
Infatuated 3 years later
She might hate me but I won’t hate her
No. I. Wont. Hate. Her.
I make my own heat
Blood helps my heart beat
Reason writ repeat
The warmest blanket for the coldest feet
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10. |
youtube tutorial
04:25
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You learned from who you had
It’s still the same
I see my life like a video game
I am pleased with what I see.
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