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by Warm Darn

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One day, they’ll see me From my own eyes, with science Recording my moments My ego’s components My children, their children, Will actually see me Engaged with all my being Feeling what I’m feeling (Inevitable technology! ) No child will ever blame their mother When they play the world From within each other Life in all light, even facebound screens, Please, my loves, my everything, forgive me. Will they remember what I barely remember? My traumas, my bummers My love in endless summers My children, please listen, Like magic, forgive me For my colors, my weather We will see it together…
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empty halls 03:36
I can’t breath! I’ve almost drowned 3 times so far, luckily I lived, Livid life guard threw a loop, I couldn’t paddle anymore Sunburn (pink skin) I didn’t learn (scream again) I would trust her, she would trust me too. Slow burn, my turn I can’t see! I’ve almost jumped 3 times so far, luckily I knew, That my new friend had a phone, I couldn’t take it anymore Slow burn (bad faith) My turn (better way) I would trust her, she would trust me too. See it clear! I can’t hear! I’ve almost screamed 3 times so far, luckily I can’t, You wouldn’t hear it anyway, I can’t miss you anymore Abandoned here (did they forget me?) See it clear (the halls are empty) I would trust her, she would trust me too, but I know that won’t come true. I would love her, she would love me too…
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rest assured 02:48
Mother I love you, but I’m still hungry, What will we eat today? Will you be happy when I drift outward? Someone or somewhere away? Rest assured; I used to eat my words, but I don’t need to anymore. Father, I miss you, why are you angry? How will you breathe today? Will you be angry when I become you? Work up the strength to stay. Rest assured; I used to hate being home, but I don’t need to anymore. Mother, I love you, but I’m still anxious, Where will you be today? Will you forgive me when I ignore you? I’ll regret every day. Rest assured; I used to hurt myself, but I don’t need to anymore.
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easy laugh 02:25
I swear, I didn’t mean to laugh back there. What are we going to do? Will I ever get sick of you? You’re calm, consistent, pain resistant, Know I miss you when you go missin I swear, I didn’t mean to laugh back there. It was an awkward moment in an awesome day You called me out, but I went all the way Take an awkward laugh for an easy smile On your easy lips, why don’t we stay awhile? What do you intend to do? Will I ever get through to you? Practiced patience makes good relations But I lose myself in hesitation I swear, I didn’t mean to laugh back there. You’re a firecracker in my spiderweb You’re the morning sun on my unkempt bed I’ve an awkward laugh, you’ve an easy smile, When our lips part ways, will you stay awhile?
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tryptamine 01:55
I feel fantastically masculine Mescaline murmurs A shiver, or shimmer, or stammer with fervor A blotter so thoughtful A line unremembered All actors, refractions, Distractions, distractions…
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key player 02:46
Key player, soothsayer boy Lead us to a better place Key player, safe word boy Lead us to a better place Better be better, better be broad Better be someone we learn to applaud Better be better, better be best Better give everything other than rest Key player, soothsayer boy Lead us to a better place Key player, safe word boy, Lead us to a better place Better be better (key player)
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gifts 03:04
Forgive yourself Be happy with what you have earned for yourself Gifts Be warm with yourself Don’t be bored with yourself Gifts I’m scared of falling I am one with death Hold me close There’s something left
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I’m not sure how to wash my mattress Blood and sweat in bleached out patches Smoking on, she kept half-joking Chirping, coughing, careful choking Spilled my coffee on the sheets She told me things I can’t repeat Infatuated 3 years later She might hate me but I won’t hate her No. I. Wont. Hate. Her. I make my own heat Blood helps my heart beat Reason writ repeat The warmest blanket for the coldest feet
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You learned from who you had It’s still the same I see my life like a video game I am pleased with what I see.

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"Even the most casual of listeners will notice and likely appreciate the plethora of synth-savvy sounds on the album, from the foreboding-sounding first track, “Virtue in Vitro,” to more buoyant tunes such as “Key Player” and “Jeremy’s Bike.” The beautiful “Blanket Statement” (my favorite) features tuneful, lulling guitars with robotic vocals." - Smile Politely
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a record about learning.

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released January 29, 2019

all songs written and produced by warm darn
copyright 2019 colleen deremiah

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Warm Darn Chicago, Illinois

queer messy art-pop and intimate acoustic soundtracks

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